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Saturday, November 13, 2010

healer

I'd like to start out by realizing that this blog was intended to be a beauty/fashion blog, but slowly realizing that it's just turning into a honest, raw, Nicole blog. And honestly, lately, I've had a lot more on my mind than beauty.

As I begin to grow, not only as a woman in general, but mainly a woman of God, I am realizing more and more everyday that there are two types of Christians.
Christian number one: There is a small hole in their heart in which they allow Jesus to come through. Slowly but surely, Jesus makes his way.
Christian number two: The Christian that rips their chest open and calls Jesus to make a home in their heart.
One is obviously more appealing to me as you can tell, just by what I type lol

I want to be Christian number 2! I want to eat, sleep, and breath Jesus. In all I do, I want people to notice that I do it with love, that same love that Jesus Christ also showed the world. At the end of my time here on earth, when I meet Jesus face to face at the pearly white gates, I wanna high five him and tell him it's good to be home. I want him to look at me and tell me I did a good job and that he's proud of the things I accomplished and the people I brought to salvation.

I wish someone would have told me life was going to be this difficult. If I would have known earlier, I might have spent more time making mud pies or catching butterflies as a child.

I'm thinking of putting a rock right next to my bed. Not to piss me off every morning when I wake up, but to remind me of the pain in the world and how I was sent to his planet to relieve people of that pain by introducing them to my best friend Jesus Christ.

So I leave this post, saying,
      Try your hardest in everything you do! NEVER give up! Look defeat in the eyes and say "NO!" Laugh as much as you can and love as often as possible. Treat people with the same love Jesus shows you. Don't let your praying knees get weak & above all else...

Rejoice, because this is the day the Lord has made!
If that ^ doesn't make you smile, idk what will ;)
JESUS LOVES YOU!

1 comment:

  1. this was really encouraging to read as a sister in Christ. you are an amazing woman of God.

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